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“My students my GURUs” “Silence speaks louder than words
After the training program in Past-Life Regression, I did not want to facilitate others. I attended the program for my own growth. Since I got frequent calls from several people for plr sessions, I decided to facilitate. Then I began plr sessions to others. The interaction with my clients took me to a different world. After each session, my face glowed. I became more and more concerned about my clients’ issues than my own issues. I was getting immense satisfaction from my work. For the first time, I began to feel independent. Independent of my self and my conditioning. A woman is expected to be unhappy and dissatisfied when things are not going great with her marriage. She is not supposed to enjoy life. She must be complaining all the time. The pressure of society and conditioning deprives the feeling of joy to a woman. She feels guilty for being happy. All this stress goes on, at a subconscious level.
Whenever I was bothered about some issue, a client having a similar issue would walk in, and while giving him plr sessions, I would get my answers, and so would the client. One day, I was in a two minds regarding some issue. At that time, Ms Deepali, whom I was facilitating, got beautiful messages from the masters for me. I know they were for me, because she did not remember a single word of these messages, she did not remember having spoken out these messages nor could she relate to it. Her voice, her tone, her expressions had changed for those brief minutes. When a person is in a trance and is experiencing his past life, his senses are very sharp and is aware of the minutest movements or sounds happening around him. He is even aware of the facilitator’s mood etc. This is what she spoke: “The world is full of misery, Then you will know, misery is nothing, The words “It is you who creates it and you who finishes it” kept ringing in my ears. I knew I had to take some action, I had to try coming out of my situation. I had to make a choice. I knew my marriage was over and that I have to FINISH it now. It gave me the confidence to look forward to new life. At least, it gave me the courage to dream of a new life, to pray for different life. I knew fully well now, I was the creator of my issues and only I could create my peace. I felt responsible from within for every moment of my life. I wanted to create a new ME.
During Ms.Deepali’s next session, she and I, both had the issue of fear in our mind. Following is the message she got from the masters: “Why did he give such a difficult life? When two wholes come together, they make a greater whole. I was reminded that I my issues were my choice. However, I knew I had learnt my lessons… the lesson of finding happiness within myself. The time to make a new choice had come. Nothing is static. Why should a relationship be static? Everything moves in nature. When you stop moving, you stagnate. I had to make a choice. Release the fears of the unknown future. The masters were reminding me. A great transformation was happening within me. I was dropping my past and picking up the clues for the future. I was looking forward for a future, which was independent of my dependency on others to give me the happiness. My own PLR sessions, study and research helped me to release my past. My clients helped me pick up my future. My clients were sailing out of their issues and I was floating in their happiness. So many women were finding their purpose of life. They stopped drifting. Young students were able to study better. Relationships between fathers and sons were improving. I knew, I was not doing anything. I was just a facilitator, the channel to the masters and guides. They were guiding me to guide the clients and in due course, my life was being guided. On one occasion, I was feeling worried about my children, thinking about the extent to which they must have been affected by our relationship. My children express their emotions openly to me. However, what about their hidden emotions, which are hidden in their sub-conscious mind? That day, one girl, pinky, 25 year old, expressed her extreme traumatic childhood experiences. Largely, she had got out of it. Listening to her, released my worry towards my children. I felt, “Their issues are not grave and they have chosen their parents. Like this girl, they will also come out of their issues. Every person can come out of the gravest issue, provided he wants to. I need to help them get wisdom to achieve the TRUTH. And this wisdom will help them learn their lessons”. At present, I am counseling a student, who is suffering and is in grief because he is craving to get love from someone. He needs a girl to love him, understand him, hold his hand, etc. and of course marry him. His family does not have the trend of expressing love through touch. He is bound to societal conditioning since childhood and has had a sisterly relationship with every female friend. Probably, he could have created a brotherly impression to every girl because his girl friend had died in the past life and he still carried that shock and grief. During therapy, the past-life grief due to the girl friends’ death was released. Now he is craving to get that love and caring which his girl friend gave him in that life, which he denied to himself till now in this life. It was very difficult for him to share his issue with anyone. Finally, he could share it with me since he sees his mother in me. I pray to god daily to give him a good match and make him happy. He is lucky to have overcome this past-life trauma before his marriage. My family does have the trend to express love through physical expression. Thanks to my ex-husband and his parents! These days, my teenager son has been away from those kisses and hugs from me, for no particular reason. Just that both of us have been busy and have other priorities. Now I make it a point to hug him often. The feeling of touch is like the feeling of God. When you touch another person, physically, with love, you are touching his soul and ultimately, your own soul, because he is a part of you. My student, who soon got married to a very beautiful wife, reminded me to re-kindle that warm close relationship with my children, which, I could have lost in due course. One of my clients has taken more than fifteen sessions from me. She is of my age. She is also learning new things to come out of her issues. She is an excellent counselor herself. She is a struggler like me, struggling to come out of the cocoon, to become a butterfly. She shares the new knowledge, which she gains with me. As she releases the deepest of the grief in her, I feel a relief somewhere within me, ….relief of seeing her relieved. It gives me a sense of confidence. Her eagerness to take repeated sessions from me gave me the confidence to take up any case. Just seeing the transformation in her, transforms me. My sessions as a facilitator began with a very tough client, Preeti. She is a great friend of mine now. I adore her and her innocence. Her first session was so tough that it lasted for around four hours and was a very dramatic one. I was exhausted. And a bit fearful. After her first session, I decided that I will never give session to anyone henceforth, its not my cup of tea. I was absolutely relaxed that all this PLR “business” is over. But, then by the time, her next appointment date came up, after a week, something inside me simply said, “even if I die here, its fine, but I have to take up this case and complete it”. Well, it was even more difficult this time. But then, the strength I got from this session was the strength of a facilitator. Thereafter, nothing stopped me. I could handle absolutely any case with immense courage, love and meditation. Each session is a meditation for me. Each client or student is a God for me. Somewhere, my life is related or is parallel to my clients. Every client has a deep past connection with me. We have chosen to walk together in this life. I am thankful to you, my dear clients, my students or should I say, “my Gurus”? These are just a few cases, which I have expressed here. The list is endless… “Why do we say that “close” and “open” are opposites of each other….. LOVE YOU ALL!! …December, 2007.  |
